Ich bin mal eben wieder tot

Ten million people in Germany suffer from anxiety disorders and panic attacks. Nicholas Müller, the former lead singer of Jupiter Jones, shares his journey out of this illness. The heart races, blood pressure rises, breathing quickens, and cold sweat breaks out. A heart attack? A stroke? A tumor? Nicholas Müller cannot interpret the symptoms when they first occur. After many medical examinations, the diagnosis finally comes: generalized anxiety disorder with severe panic attacks, hypochondria, and depressive episodes. He lives with intense fears and panic attacks for ten years until he can no longer cope. At that time, his song "Still" is the most played song on the radio, prompting him to finally seek therapy and withdraw from everything. In his book, Nicholas Müller speaks openly and with powerful language.